POST 265.

I am in kind of a big hole.

Well the weekends have been just, alright. I did get a new domokun brown, furry pencil case. And it has 3 faces of domokun on it :D It's about time I change my pencil case. I seem to be having this thing with pencil cases? Yes. And with bags too. I can't use something for like a year, I don't even think 6 months. I would like, die. Anyway whatever, it's freaking fabulous. I think it shall last me till the end of the year. Unless I just like glue the fur or something or ruin it which I shall try not to. No guarantees. 

Anyway, I kind of got myself into this endless pit hole. Seriously. I have a pile of work to do.

Humanities, I'm not so worried about yet but I am starting to. Sooner or later I will have to get it done and I have zero. idea on what the heck am I supposed to do. The question asked, Why are there so many revolutions in the 20th century and give reference to 2 revolutions but according to my friends, it's been translated: Linking two revolutions with a factor. What what what? I need a template! D: Or some kind of example essay badly. I ain't going to be able to get anywhere with zero idea of what exactly is the question. And I need the marks because I did horrid for my presentation so I need this to pull the whole overall mark back up or I'm, D:

And! I've decided to try and be a good student from now on. Surprising I know. Okay when the exams are near, I shall revise. for real. Not stare blankly at the book or sms behind it. But study for real and get awesome grades and be spared horrid punishments ( which I guess are awaiting my brother (: ) and probably get some kind of awesome reward. Hmm, like shopping spree at Ripcurl, Billabong and Roxy in Sydney :D Oh yes, I shall review ALL my notes taken in class, even math ( overconfidence is just going to end me up screwing up another test. Exam actually. Once is enough. D: I can't afford to screw up the exam. ) and chinese, I shall try and freaking memorise some "awesome" phrases from Christy. They should come in handy if we're doing and timed essays. As for humanities, *rolls eyes* hate it as much as chem and physics but I shall try and get the stupid russian revolution things right.

I don't quite believe I'm going to be able to do all of this either so I don't expect people to believe it either. But I shall try. Afterall, it's just one week of hard hard studying ( I do not plan to do any longer than that or my brain shall explode and I shall die. D: ) and it's over so it can't be that bad. I'm thinking of the long term benefits here - Shopping sprees! Oh yes. Endless. shopping.

Okay I have to pay attention in classes from now on.  I actually do try really in Science, it's just. hard to try and even stay awake. Like today, I was just day dreaming scribbling on my notes and when the teacher just asked me, " So Cassandra, What'd you think? " Immediate, blank face. In my head I was like okay okay, what were they talking about? What was the last thing I heard? And then he gave me some help but I really didn't, couldn't get it. Can't be helped, physics ain't my thing and, ( well actually basically the whole science isn't. ) and, I suck at being an audio learner. It's better if they're stuff to see or you know, things to do. At least I won't be like, trying to force my eyes open when they are just closing on me.

AND I DO NOT, FREAKING HAVE SPLIT PERSONALITIES.

Why are guys, such jerks.