Currently in advisory class and  I have not done my art reflection.

I guess I can do it later during chinese, first period. We're doing some debate anyway, I'd be bored to death d: Oh yes speaking of debates. I had my chinese debate yesterday and it was horrendous. My speech was prepared last minute ( that morning itself. ) and then I was the last speaker. Oh bugger. I was so freaking nervous and my group members were just swarming me with rebuts and while trying to take all of them down, I'm trying to figure actually like, what?

So then when it was my turn, I was at lost for words. I started off saying in chinese, first I would like to... what's rebut in chinese D: I couldn't think of it so I just said, rebut. First I would like to, *english* rebut *switches back to chinese* what the opposition team has said. Then I went on with the rebuts and as usual I didn't know how the heck do you say decrease in chinese I said, decrease. And the last rebut statement, topic somehow I knew it was 题目but I ended up saying, topic. Horrendous. Well can't help it, I'm freaking nervous with all these people staring at me and then I have to say stuff that I pretty much don't get and, my points are pretty messed up.

In between after ever rebut and then moving onto my arguments, I'd like *gasp* breathe in and out and say it again. I was so nervous my mind wasn't even functioning right. The whole time in my head I was just saying don't mess up your freaking lines.

So the teacher gave me comments. Watch out for the english ( which never sounds good. ) and she said my points were quite interesting. Oh really, like in total shock. D: I just kind of made up everything pretty much last minute. Anyway I think I'm screeewed, thank god I didn't have like, group members who weren't good at debates or I think I'm screwed, more. 

Today's tuesday and it should pass quickly. I have chinese which I am going to be doing art, then double art which hopefully will be quite interesting and please, hopefully the essay ain't due today cos I don't think it is. And following would be double humanities but it shouldn't be as boring as revolutions since we're now learning about the holocaust. And after that, math. Yawners. After lunch double science which we're doing a practical and end of school.

Oh yes it should end fast.