POST 277.

Give me reasons why I should not start being miserable.

I slept at 12:20 am, last night and had to wake up at 6:50 am. The whole day my eyes were just D: and my brain wasn't paying much attention in any lessons.

I gotten back my physics test today and, as predicted, I have flunked it. I don't know what else am I supposed to say. I was just cringing my teeth, sitting there hoping I'd just pass and when the teacher told us the class average was 4, I was like, oh damn. And yes, once again I have flunked physics.

Well, partially my fault for not preparing well for the test but hey, the questions in there are tough. They're like for I don't know, smart people like this science geek next to me. The minute I felt the same feeling as I was doing my chemistry paper last time, I knew I wouldn't pass and I was right. And the questions are very, very hard especially when I'm not a physics, or chemistry person and with a limited memory capacity.

To make things worse, I realised that we would only be taking 2 science papers this year in the exam not 3 because there are different year 10 classes taking science and we're not really learning the same things ( Like they could switch teachers every 12 weeks while I can't because we were stuck with the same teacher for the whole year :/ ). And then, that was when I found out the two sciences we were doing, Physics and Chemistry. And immediately my throat just, literally dropped to my stomach and it just felt horrible. Almost everyone was cheering and clapping and I was like, are you guys nuts? Ohmygod. No way. Physics and Chemistry. I did pretty well for my biology test and let's see, I flunked chemistry AND physics and then in the exam, we're doing physics AND chemistry. It can't get any worse.

The whole time I was just at the same time, pissed and, freaking out. It felt like death on a stick. I mean, what? Biology is something I'm better at though I can't say I like it very much and uh, my horrible scientific knowledge and all that but at least, I know I would not do as bad as I would in chemistry and physics.

I am so screwed this coming science exam. Oh and I just found out swimming, was the next P.E unit too. Great.

I can't think of any reasons why I shouldn't start being utterly miserable.