POST 278.

I love, tv.

I've just finished watching all 3 seasons of Heroes yesterday. It, was freaking awesome. Sucks that it just ended there at the 24th episode and the next one's not out yet. Gah bugger just when things got so intense. I actually liked season 3, despite some really infuriating episodes. It really sucks that I'd have to wait for, I don't know how long till the next one is released. :/

Besides watching Heroes, I started to watch this TV series Bones every night like, when I'm asked to go up to my room ( and go to bed ) which is ridiculous I mean it's just 9:30. So then I'd put in the CD and continue from where I had left off the other day. I'm beginning to get very, addicted to it. Technically I already am. D: So like my aunt's going to Shenzhen again this friday and so, I can tag along ( I hope! ) to get me Season 2 and 3 of Bones. It's something like CSI but, way better than CSI, personally I feel. And omg, I love the two main characters, esp Seeley Booth (:

Yes, I'm in a much much better mood now than the past few days. At least now, at nights I don't have to try and make myself sleep at 9:30 because there is something I can do. I can't turn on the volume at all though because then my dad would actually be able to hear it so I have to rely on those subtitles d: Better than nothing :/ I hate it when the episodes don't have the stupid subtitles then I can't turn on the volume loud I mean even if I do, when I hear my dad I'll have to like I don't know pause or switch the TV off or something. Annoying really, especially when I'm in the middle of watching it. WHICH, results in me sleeping every night at about at least 12 midnight and waking up at 6:50 the next day. 

I was in such a horrid mood today in Chemistry class, I think I barely even listened. The whole time I was looking out of the window ( moved to the back row thank god ) and scribbled some notes down so that it'd be easier for me to do some work later but I didn't really, listen much. And it was so boring, I mean if you think about it, 1 hour 20 minutes of BLACK and WHITE powerpoint slides with words and graphs. O_O The teacher left in the second period so technically 40 minutes. The other 40 minutes he left us like tons of this chemistry questions to do and when I flipped open my textbook and looked at them, oh.my.god. Like what? 

I didn't get any of the questions. I mean how do you balance equations and find the mass of some reactant thing in some reaction? And what does all these chemically chim words even mean? D: I kind of gave up trying to work on them and searching the notes after like 15 minutes because it's pretty impossible to make someone understand and know how to work out those problems when they can't even balance equations in the first place. In fact, I don't even know the chemical symbols for the reactants thing. :/ I've been thinking too that I probably shouldn't even bother studying this chemistry thing for the exam. It's preeetty *stresses on the word* pointless when I know you know, I suck at chemistry and I don't get a thing and I don't think I ever will. And how does chemistry even help us later in life. -.- I don't see a point of learning it or even trying to master some of it when I can't even cope with the basics. Physics, well I guess there is some slight chance I could get some of it but it's not something I'm great at either.

And so, I shall spend more time on something that would actually make sense to me rather than, spending hours trying to figure out how to write out the chemical equation, BALANCED, for whatever with whatever. And, finding the mass of something which is, something I can't even pronounce.

I am hopeless in chemistry. D: 

And I won't deny it.