POST 297.

Loony people should stay back at where they belong, in the loony bin.

Any minute. I am going to be running out of this house, screaming, pulling my hair off. I have never, ever thought that having a brother would drive me to the wall. Really. And it takes a lot, to make me crack cos I've been putting up with all that nonsense long enough.

My dad told me that it was my responsibility to help him with his chinese. Fine enough. But that, does not include me putting up with all his stupid, wannabe attitudes and rolling of the eyes. Seriously, when the hell is he going to wake up and realise, he's being such a jerk in this house, making lives miserable for everyone? Every weekend morning I can't enjoy having a nice, quiet and undisturbed morning all because of moron here. 

When he revises his chinese and doesn't know a word, he asks me. Fine. But when I tell him, I'm not sure of that word, he'd start his stupid attitude again saying stupid things like, " Oh then tell me you don't know the word! " Dude. I just did. And then when I tell him to the check the dictionary, all that chh sound would come out of his mouth with all that mouth twitching and eyes rolling. Seriously, I was holding myself back. I really was very, tempted to strangle him right there.

And then he acts all Mr Cool and all with that, "rebellious" attitude. Oh and of course, the non responding tactic. " I can't be bothered, I won't respond. "

... Really. It's so obvious you're just trying to be someone you're not. I mean, arguing about everything under the sun? My dad goes, " go study your chinese now! " and he goes, " I AM. " Oh yes and I see, just starting to flip open the book is studying chinese. And when he gets this huge lecture from my dad, he'd do all that eye rolling and cursing ( who knows? I bet he does. ). When will he use that brain of his, and figure out that would be a good time to shut up and just go with it rather than coming up with lame comebacks.

And I wouldn't be bothered with all this if it didn't include ME. Unfortunately, whatever wrong he does, the blame comes on me. I told him to bring his chinese books yesterday for lesson but being that smart ass irritating and annoying brother, he forgot. Sarcasm. Oops. And then when my dad came home, I had to study with that moron because my dad, deems that it's my fault for not reminding him. Thanks a lot smarty pants. 

It's about time you grow up and get rid of that stinky attitude. Oh and loose those crazy facial expressions. Really, what it does is only make people hate you more as a person, and no dearie, they don't make you some "cool" kid if you were wondering.

I can't wait to get out of Hong Kong. I really can't. I absolutely, hate the life here. It's miserable and I'm done putting up with all this. I see now why I'm feeling all depressed every single day. I've to deal with school and all this once I get home. I'm counting down the 3 years till I move back to Sydney and, oh joy to the world.