
The moment.
POST 292.
I've been really really, easily frustrated lately. I was so pissed just now while practicing my piano because it was so hot, and there were mosquitoes biting me and omg it felt terrible. D: And somehow I just cracked. I was slamming piano keys and ugh, just lost it.
I mean, I can even be screaming over the slightest thing like my brother, pushing this small fan towards me and it fell over and the blades hit my hand. Ouch yes, but I was screaming. I have no idea what the hell was that for either. I am getting so, short tempered these few days. Seriously, what is wrong with me.
My mom was telling me about having Aunt Flow too often it might be because of hormonal imbalance which, is because of stress. Omg lol the last thing I'd expect myself to be doing is blogging about Aunt Flow but D: Either that I'm under this huge amount of stress ( which surprisingly yes, I am feeling quite pressurized even though the exams are over, I don't know why. ) or, those horrid severe mood swings.
All the time I just feel so angry and just annoyed when someone asks me something or to do something. I wasn't even like that yesterday, it only began today I just feel so, angry all the time. I mean, the whole time I was playing the piano I was frowning and moaning, trying to get the stupid notes right.
What is happening to me?