System switched to panic mode.

OMFG the Personal Project fair is due tomorrow and my final product is currently, a quarter done. So it looks like it's going to be another heck of a night tonight, cramming 6 months of work into one night. And I have to finish. 

I suppose I'm going to have to stay up again tonight. Hopefully I finish at 1 am if I'm lucky, and fast. Though my guts are telling me it's going to take me much longer than that. I slept at 1 am on Sunday night, 1:15am on Monday night and 12:00 midnight last night. No wonder I no longer can fight my closing eyelids, no wonder my head is constantly looking down at the desk and then back up at the board again. O: 

I guess it's partly my fault for procrastinating so much but another problem is the huge graded assignments that are set due one day after the other's due. Apparently, right after I take a small breather from accomplishing one major project, I have to get my head straight and finish another one due the next day. 

So looks like this whole week's going to be hell of a night, particularly tonight with a major, major project thing that's going to affect my end of year grades, tomorrow. And yes, I feel absolutely miserable but, I assume I'm doing well coping with the immensely high levels of stress since I haven't reeaallyyy, crack yet. Like, crack as in, crack for real. Breakdown, cry and moan about how much deep #%&$ I'm in. Ice cream. Chocolate ice cream. Dreyers Rocky Road ice cream keeps me calm and awake at night. 

Dad stays up with me, along with Hoollaheh. I don't know, sometimes it just gets on my nerves when he walks over, or asks every 15 minutes if I am close to finish. Or worse, rushing me (in an annoyed sorta way) to hurry up and get it done. Honestly, I'm going at the fastest pace I can go and I want my sleep too. Shockingly, I tend to work more efficiently after midnight, because that's when the "omg it's already 12 and you're nowhere near finish" thought registers into my head.

And really, I don't exactly know what am I going to do about my fashion sketches yet. I'm still working on the background. O: Well looks like I'm pretty screwed for tomorrow's project fair. Fingers crossed no one notices my crappy final product or even if they do, they shall simply say, "Wow", or "Interesting". Oh god, please don't ask me any questions about my process tomorrow because my answer is only going to be, "It was... difficult." accompanied by a blank look on my face. And I probably don't need people telling me it's crap because, I know it is. And I ain't quite proud of it.

Hopefully I suddenly have magical hands tonight and create some masterpiece out of. O: nothing.