And I wish this moment could last forever.

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cassandra, average sixteen year old.

I am an aspiring fashion designer.
My moods change every five minutes.
I tend to be socially awkward around people.
I love snowboarding and shopping.

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Stop, all of this.

POST 331.

I've deleted over half of my old posts since year 2007. I'm actually glad I did it.

The past few days (and weeks to come) have been so busy, I swear, my stress levels are way over the limit right now. Even facebook is telling me that I'm exhausted and I should just stop.

Looks like tonight is going to be another, late night for me. And possibly the next few nights next week too. I don't even how did the workload just went from, 2 per day in my student diary to like, six. SIX. And I'm talking about major, assignments. Major enough to blow my minds out. To add onto that amount of stress, some of it's moderated. Basically meaning, I screw the assignment up, I screw my grades up which I end up screwing my life. Brilliant.

Personal Project Written Statement draft 1. It was due approximately, 34 days ago I guess. That makes me a month late and I'm going to work on it. Tonight. And I don't even know what the heck am I going to write about. And did I mention it's due, effing tomorrow? I mean honestly, how do I reflect on the impact of my project when it's simply fashion sketches. Simple, fashion sketches. OH, I know. How about, "To show the friggin world out there what an awesome artist I am." ...
Rwanda Genocide essay. Due, next tuesday. Like, thank god at least we went through some of the points in class so I'm not all lost.
P.E dance reflections. I'm guessing, due soon and I've done 2 reflections so far. The last was 7 december and I have let's see. Tons to catch up on since it's now 14 January.
Design Technology Investigation. Thank, god I've done most of it in class.
Coke Can Investigation. What can I say, math. ._. I can assure you, I'm a definite 100% hopeless, at these kinda 'calculate the volume and surface area, graph it' crap.
500 word chinese essay on a passage. Chinese, is one of those subjects that takes me forever to finish. Reason one, I need to translate the thoughts (in english) in my head, into some kinda acceptable levels of chinese, chim enough to keep me in Chinese A. And reason two, I am absolutely clueless, about chinese commentaries.

Once again, it seems like I'm packed this weekend. No surprise. And I won't be too surprised either if this continues till the end of this horrid school year. Then of course, my terrible habit of procrastination is partially to be blamed. Looks like what I thought, I was making good progress on my new resolutions, ain't happening. I'm back to my old self again.

I'm on the verge of breaking down.

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