And I wish this moment could last forever.

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cassandra, average sixteen year old.

I am an aspiring fashion designer.
My moods change every five minutes.
I tend to be socially awkward around people.
I love snowboarding and shopping.

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Sunshine.

POST 340.

I've survived this week.

I've gotten back my grades. And so, they suck, pretty much but there's really nothing that I can do at this point.

English 5B
Chinese 4B
Science 6B
Humanities 6B
Art 6A
Design Technology 5A
P.E 4B
Maths 5B

Well I guess they're alright, meaning completely average. I've still got 2 terms to go so, we'd see how it works out. :/ In the mean time, I'm just glad that that horrid, week is over. It was probably one of the most miserable weeks I had, (not from homework). Being so glad that it was over, I even decided to have a little celebration with Michelle on Friday. Instead of going home right after school to have lunch and all that, we had Pizza Hut. It's not exactly the most affordable kinda food for me right now but, it's a celebration so, I made an exception.

I'm starting to actually enjoy school life now, especially with all the after school freedom I get from taking public transport home instead of school bus. I get to hang in school longer, till whenever I want to go, and all I have to say was, "School stuff." It's probably been a long, long time since I last had that kinda freedom. Then of course, probably no one, actually knows that I stay back just to hang around a little while more. Of course it's not school stuff. I've gotten used to walking up the damn hill every afternoon now, the cool weather makes it easier too. Ye' know, if me walking up that hill everyday allows me to have this kinda school life then, I guess it's fine.

Anyway, though school's indeed, getting more bearable, the lessons aren't. Seats have been swopped in English class so I practically have almost no, one to talk to right now, except for Vivien who's a table next to me. Yes, I am sitting next to a dude right now in class and apparently, it's just plaiinnnn, awkward. I don't even think we ever, exchanged a word. No wait, I just poked him in the arm since his friend over on the other side of the classroom asked me to call him for him. Right. That just makes English class a whole lot worse now, especially when we're about to move into Macbeth. Oh, tell me about it ._.

And I think I've mentioned before about being busted for school uniform. Yeah so, my dull un-coloured nails (a transparent nail colour does not count) are not helping me much either. They look dull. Like the life I'm having right now. Sometimes I just wonder if things would've been so much better if I had just moved to Sydney for middle school 3 years ago.

On top of all of that, it just feels so absolutely miserable everytime I see some cute couple walk by. Gah, I just die a little inside. But then again, I wouldn't want all of those complications and everything that would come with a, you know. The feeling of being able to do whatever, say whatever and talk about hot guys (Yes hil, you may laugh. I still do with my friends though hardly any of them are actually, into it.) and everything, it's still better. Oh yes.

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