So I just woke up this morning thinking, I'm no longer going to just use my blog as my punching bag whenever I'm upset. I'm going to try and write about anything happy that's happened, or going to happen. :) Figured it'd only make my life more miserable if I kept on moaning here about how much I dread going back to school, or facing swimming class. I should try to live everyday to the fullest, instead of feeling so empty all the time inside. And so, I'm only going to focus on the happy from now on.

I've finished watching Prison Break season 3 and The Vampire Diaries to episode 15. I guess I can now continue with The Mentalist and Without A Trace. Each day is really passing by fast as I just spend half a day in front of the TV in my room with a drink. I'm really enjoying this Easter break and I mean, as each day goes by, I'm one day closer to my trip to Switzerland. I'm really looking forward to that trip and I can't wait to meet the winter season again. It's been between summer and spring here and it's not really a great feeling. I still prefer winter.

I'm checking out the first episode of True Blood now as I blog. According to Lebon, it's rather boring but I mean I never know. Taryn found Heroes boring but I found it interesting, till season 4. So, I'm going to watch episode 1 and see if I get hooked onto it. So far, the first 4 minutes haven't been very exciting. And all the eff words have been slightly annoying, and disturbing. ... So Lebon might just be right. And yeah, I've closed the video.

Tomorrow I'm heading out to the bookshop to get myself some books to read on the plane. Apparently, they have The Vampire Diaries novels, published back in 1991. The return sequels were pretty recent, 2009, 2010 and one expecting to release this year July. I'm not sure if I'd find them but, if I can't, I suppose I could get my dad to get some help from his friend in Singapore who's coming over. Guess the range of english books in Singapore is much wider anyway. I really am hooked onto the whole, vampire thing. Or maybe just the mix of the romance/fantasy/sci-fi kinda thing. I hope I get to catch episode 16 this week before I leave to Switzerland, or, I might just have to watch 2 episodes when I get back. :) Either way's fine. I probably won't be too bothered by the fact that I ned to wait a week to watch episode 16 when I'm in Switzerland anyway. I'd be too busy trying to grasp the basics of snowboarding and hopefully, pick it up in 5 days. Hah, I don't know about that. One thing for sure, it's going to be hell of a week. :)

I've been thinking, the whole night for the past few days. I actually wished something else existed, well, other than the normal people. It'd actually really be interesting, if something else existed. Something supernatural. But then again, I've always felt that something's been watching my back and keeping me safe. Every time I'm close to slicing my thumb off, or almost being hit by an incoming bus, falling down a flight of stairs, it was a close call. I might just be lucky but whatever it is, I'm honestly, grateful. :) Or maybe it's just me, and this, thing that I have going on in my head. 

I'm going to live each day of my life to the fullest, starting from today. I'm going to stop worrying about all the terrible things to come and just focus on the days after, starting with the reopening of school. 

DAY 1 OF OPTIMISM.